Sorry if this is really long but it is quite a long story haha :')
Basically I'm currently at my first year at uni, and I'm bisexual but have never really told anyone. However, I am part of a uni sports team and I'd say about 30%/40% of the girls are gay. Three weeks ago, on one of the socials, I was a bit drunk and started talking to one of the girls about being bisexual. The girl herself was straight before coming to uni but then slept with a girl for a few months at the start of the year. Because of this we had a really good chat about being confused and not knowing for sure and not wanting to tell people etc etc etc. Throughout the conversation she was being quite flirty, like her hand was on my leg and stuff.
Because we'd talked about it drunk and I didn't want it to be awkward later I snapchatted her in the morning apologising for the deep chat and we talked about it a little and it was all good.
The next week on the social, once again I was quite drunk, and I remember being with her a lot throughout the night and we got off at least once. Towards the end of the night, I went back to her accommodation with her, but we'd kind of sobered up so we just chatted and then went to sleep. In the morning we talked for ages again but didn't mention us kissing or anything.
That was last wednesday, and the following saturday the sports team got together again and had another social. I'd kind of come up with a plan to not really approach her or anything because I wanted to see if she's initiate anything. However, once again, got quite drunk, (bit of a recurring feature) and I just ended up ignoring her for most of the night, but apparently she kept asking me where I was and stuff. However in the morning she snapchatted me and we had a little conversation on there.
At this stage I am a bit confused about how I feel about her and how she feels about me. Two days ago, we had our final social of the year, and I know I was with her a lot of the night but I have quite a lot of blank spaces and was really really drunk so I don't know what I said/did or if anything happened. Once again she snapchatted me in the morning though
Sorry for that essay but right now I'm in a confusing place. I think I like her, and now I'm trying to work out whether she likes me. I don't know if I'm reading too much into this and its just drunken behaviour. When we're sober we do talk and get on, so we don't just talk when drunk, but we never mention getting off or anything when sober. What makes it worse is that she doesn't know for sure if she's even gay. I guess I'm just looking for some advice, or what you'd think of the whole thing if you were in my situation. Thanks for reading
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