Ok so basically my girlfriend broke up with me a week ago, our relationship got really intense and serious really fast, she's liked me for like a year but we didn't speak as i had a girlfriend at the the time. She recently broke up with her ex and we started speaking again, maybe because she liked me for so long and i liked her aswell we didn't do the whole go on dates thing we literally were friends for about a month nothing dodgy or anything just friends while she was with her boyfriend, when we started speaking though her boiyfriend was violent so it was coming to an end she just didn't know how to cut it of completely, she was even telling my friends how she doesn't deserve to be with a violent guy and how she wants a gentlemen who will respect her and love her like me (when we first met i walked her home after a night out since then she thinks im a gentlemen i guess). Anyway she was saying all this while we was friends and while she was still bre aking up with her ex so u can imagine once she broke that off we got together instantly within like days we were sleeping together seeing eachother everyday, doing everything together like a couple.
Anyway so i think because she didn't have time to get over her breakup and rushed into a relationship with me it caused problems, when we broke up she said she loves me but wants us to break up and go back to seeing eachother when we want etc without the pressure of being in a relationship and talking about marrying eachother in the future etc as it's too much for her. She said she doesn't want to see anyone else aswell, what does seeing eachother mean? Like sex and a casual relationship without the seriousness?
Anyway when we broke up i was like it's fine showed no emotion at all it was a nice break up i mean we spoke for hours laughing and joking straight after the break up chat. I do love her though should i express that i don't exactly want our intense relationship back though, but should i let her know i care, i mean i do want her like if we stopped speaking and went separate ways that would effect me uno. I mean the whole seeing eachother thing only seems attractive to me because i feel like i'll still have her and we will get rid of the problem of our relationship being too serious so things will be cool and from then if things progress to us getting back together then they do, i mean she said in the future she would want us to try again when the timing is right and she's over her issues with her ex etc.
Thing is i don't beg i mean when she said she didn't want to be with me anymore i was like ok cool no problem i agreed our relationship was too serious doesn't mean i wanted us to break up but i was like ok cool, she was like i still love you but this is a bad time etc said that over and over again but i didn't say it back i just acted like i didn't care tbh it was a good convo i mean after the break up talk we spoke for like hours after that just catching up and laughing and joking i haven't seen her since but i'm wondering when i see her if i should be clear to her that i do actually love her i mean that is me being honest although i acted like i didn't care if i never got to speak to her again it would affect me uno.
Put the internet to work for you.
No comments:
Post a Comment