I met the perfect guy abroad, we had 11 dates together and fell in love.
He had to go back to university and unfortunately I got sacked from my job and had to return home.
We tired doing the distance for a week, there wasn't really any hope though... It swiftly ended when I search him to add on twitter and google came up with his dating profile which he had been on that same day, I created a fake profile and "liked" him, he sent a message and we got chatting, he told me he was single and accepted my date offer.
Then I confronted him and we ended it...to his defence, I knew he wasn't 100% on doing the distance and was just doing it because he didn't want to lose me.
Fast forward a month, single, we still talk daily but have been arguing a lot. I think were both quite possessive of each other, especially me! ...I knew he had an ex at uni and something could develop there, they only split up because he didn't know if he was going to get the scholarship to go back the following year and study abroad, but he did!
He swore, if anything happened he'd tell me straight away, we talk everyday but he didn't mention. It was 5 days after that I found out, when id asked him out of curiosity.
He slept with her the same day he returned to uni. I know
he can do what he wants, but I was so upset.
I decided to cut contact for a bit, he said he respected my decision and asked not too be too long. It's been a exactly a week today.
It's also been a hard past week for me, month even, my hair is starting to fall out because of stress, nothing's right in my life. I cry more than I laugh and not just about him.
I looked on Instagram this morning and saw pictures of him, taken a few days ago of him having fun.
I then looked back an hour later, it would have been 4am where he is, I realised he's added someone and they followed him back within this time. It's 4am and a pretty new girl is just started following him and he's just started following her. Obviously he met her partying during the night.
My heart sunk and I felt sick.
Is cutting contact really the right thing? He's more logical than me, and even though deep down I know we can't be together too, I don't want him to just to forget me and move on so quickly. I miss him so much :(
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