Well, don't know where to start or end. As a guy some of what I say is embarrassing but heyho I accept it duly. I appreciate the help from the ladies as well as the gents here though I'm going to apologise right from the offset as it is going to be a little bit cheesy but I mean all of what I say *Gulp*
It's going to be a bit long and tedious but bear with me (can hear the sighs already). Every bit of help/comment/reply is greatly helpful and is much appreciated!!
Well to start off I've had a crush on a girl in my college for around about 2 years now:p. Last year when I finally made my move she had been taken but we did talk and we got on well:(. She knew that I liked her and in the end she told me she was taken and that she was sorry and that became that. But I still liked the girl so much things moved on yet I still had a soft spot for her nevertheless.
Even at the start of this year I still had a crush on her and always had a soft spot for her which over time gradually grew again. I found out in around about February that she was single and that I could make a move but I was too timid to do so. I don't fear rejection I just fear talking to her again and making the initial move.
Well I was planning to make a move by around then (February/March). It's friggen May now and it's the last week of college. I really want to make a move but I'm scared to take the leap even though I know it's better to go out knowing than wondering "what if".
Basically I think that this girl is the most beautiful girl I've known. May it be her smile or her personality I've found it amazing. Half the time I end up staring at her in the lessons we're in together and get caught out by her to make me feel utterly embarrassed :$
This is extremely cheesy but, due to a few things I've had going on in my past I'm very cynical towards many things in life. And for the first time in a long long time she makes me feel a lot less cynical towards many things in life. I'm genuinely interested in this girl because I find her determination, her ambitions and her beauty utterly attractive and not for the basic douche reason to just "bang a girl".
Quite literally her smile makes my day and my friends and our mutual friends know that I like her and want me to make a move. I'm pretty damn sure she knows that I like her a lot too, at least I hope so. [Most of you must be puking at this, genuinely sorry! :( ] I maybe clutching at straws here but me and her have these moments of eye contact for quite a while and each time I'm sure we both know, or atleast she knows and feels I still like her/ have mutual feelings of liking each other. Clutching at straws, yes, but still I have the feels.
I mean I've known the girl for a long long time and yet each time I see her I still get the butterflies I had for her when saw her the first time around. I don't think words to justice of how much I like her.
So my question is this, how do I just go upto her and tell her how I feel about her? I mean I know it sounds so basic and stupid but i'm genuinely confused. I don't know whether to say all of what I've aid above of her or to just start off easy or what. I mean I've only got a week or so of actual college time left to make a move and I really really really want to.
How can I get my butt into gear to sum up the courage to go talk to her and let her know how I feel?
I know she uses TSR and if your reading this, heyo. Sorry I can't ballsy up and say half of how I feel about to you! :'(
So erm, ideas/suggestions would be most appreciated!!
Thank you all for reading all of this!
Sincerest apologies for making everyone puke with cheesiness (I really do mean it!)
-KSB.
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