I will try to make this short. My husband and I separated 9 months ago... And we're strongly considering getting back together. We've been through so much in these past several months and i'm scared and don't know if i can forgive everything that has happened during this time apart. I left him because i was tired of being talked down to, i was tired of feeling alone and i was tired of waking up everyday wondering what type of mood he'd be in. Then we separated and things got worse... His anger, our fights, WORSE! he moved in with another woman weeks after moving out, he would bail on picking up our two children when he was suppose to... he went through several relationships and then found someone who i thought was really good for him, he picked up the kids when he said he would, and they were so happy, and i was happy for him and our children. they was finally able to spend time with their dad again without him being in a crappy mood. Well I also found an other guy back in August, and we took things very slow... He's everything i've ever wanted in a man... understanding, patient, great with the kids... But just recently the woman my husband was seeing moved out and back home with her parents because of some issues. I was there for him during that time, listened to him when he needed someone... Throughout this entire time i have always seen him in my future. I don't know if it's because we're still married or not... I have been completely honest in my new relationship and have recently decided i needed to take a break from it to figure things out... My husband is willing to work things out, but i don't know if i can forgive him, and if he can forgive me... I have something great with this new guy, i just don't see myself with him in the future, and that scares me.... Any advice would be great... sorry about the crappy punctuation, i'm up, not able to sleep much tonight.. Too much on my mind...
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