Hi all.
When it comes to relationships I became very irrational and annoyed by small things. For example, there is a guy I have been chatting to for the past few weeks ofte tells me I am gorgeous. Instead of being happy about this, it irritates me and makes me think he is only interested in me for that reason and is not attracted to my personality or me as a person. This then causes conflict because it makes me really want to say something like 'oh is that the only reason you like me' but I know that that isn't appropiate and probably irrational. I then feel anxious for ages because if I don't say it I can't get confirmation.
This type of thinking has always mainly been with the opposite sex as I believe that no man is ever interested in me as a person or will ever really love me. Recently I feel like none of my friends like me and I am useless at everything. This evening I attended a hobby with a group of people and me and another girl was supposed ti share the equipment but the girl went to stand next to someone else and work with them instead. This has made me feel so offended.
I am embarrassed about even making this thread. I am 24 years old and I know I sound ridiculous :-(
Why am I this way?
When it comes to relationships I became very irrational and annoyed by small things. For example, there is a guy I have been chatting to for the past few weeks ofte tells me I am gorgeous. Instead of being happy about this, it irritates me and makes me think he is only interested in me for that reason and is not attracted to my personality or me as a person. This then causes conflict because it makes me really want to say something like 'oh is that the only reason you like me' but I know that that isn't appropiate and probably irrational. I then feel anxious for ages because if I don't say it I can't get confirmation.
This type of thinking has always mainly been with the opposite sex as I believe that no man is ever interested in me as a person or will ever really love me. Recently I feel like none of my friends like me and I am useless at everything. This evening I attended a hobby with a group of people and me and another girl was supposed ti share the equipment but the girl went to stand next to someone else and work with them instead. This has made me feel so offended.
I am embarrassed about even making this thread. I am 24 years old and I know I sound ridiculous :-(
Why am I this way?
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