You all can look in my profile if you want to read my whole story. But my wife and I have reconciled and things are better than they have ever been. She has done everything that I have asked (most of it from advice from you all...thank you) But I have still been dealing with the "movies" and a lot of insecurity. Especially when it comes to my manhood. I am someone that needs the details for closure but she has not wanted to give me those details. She would always say that it doesn't matter. That I am the only one that has ever satisfied her sexually and that her one time with the other puke was awful.
But it just keeps bothering me. So she told me. It was huge. Quite a bit bigger than mine. She told me that was why it was awful, that it hurt a lot when he put it inside of her and that (and the fact that the perverted porn addict couldn't keep it up) he didn't finish the deed. But now I am still very insecure about it and have that feeling of "if it was only a little bit bigger" I know that my wife is satisfied when we have sex because I can feel it. But I fall out every so often and think about how small mine is. I also can't seem to shake the thought of him shoving his giant dong into her. Mine was the only one that she ever saw until his.
Mine is the average size...I googled it, but it just makes me feel inadequate. I don't know how to overcome this. Did any of you guys ever feel like this??? Any of you girls that can shed some light on this to make me feel better??? Or do I have a legitimate concern that I can't change.
But it just keeps bothering me. So she told me. It was huge. Quite a bit bigger than mine. She told me that was why it was awful, that it hurt a lot when he put it inside of her and that (and the fact that the perverted porn addict couldn't keep it up) he didn't finish the deed. But now I am still very insecure about it and have that feeling of "if it was only a little bit bigger" I know that my wife is satisfied when we have sex because I can feel it. But I fall out every so often and think about how small mine is. I also can't seem to shake the thought of him shoving his giant dong into her. Mine was the only one that she ever saw until his.
Mine is the average size...I googled it, but it just makes me feel inadequate. I don't know how to overcome this. Did any of you guys ever feel like this??? Any of you girls that can shed some light on this to make me feel better??? Or do I have a legitimate concern that I can't change.
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