Its difficult to write this but just thought I would write an update.
After months of agonising over what was best for me, my child and him I (we) have reached the decision that its over.
His continual deceit and dishonesty has made me resentful which is one thing I thought I would never feel for this man who I thought was the love of my life. I loved him with everything, never felt that way about any man in my life and he has the nerve to accuse ME of not ever loving him.
He is so insecure, miserable, argumentative and nasty, looking for a fight at every corner yet accusing me of not trying in our marriage. I feel trapped, controlled and feel I am suffocating under the current situation. I have asked him to go, move out but of course he gives me the sob story.
I am sure he will make my life hell for as long as he can. He is lazy round the house, does nothing to help, even if I cook a family meal I am the one that cleans up etc. I cant bear to look at him any more and yet he wonders why I dont want to talk to him, is he for real ?
This is the man who advertised for sex on a married dating website had contact with a woman for almost a year and a half and then tells me it was both of us that ended our marriage! Yes there are two people here, but only one of them did the cheating. He cant even tell me about the cheating, hasn't got the guts!
Well, you know what, this woman has seen the light. The most important people in my world are my child and myself! This will be my year, walk away dont look back because the door closed behind you.
Im stronger than you think buddy! .... plenty more honest, caring reliable fish in the sea who would love a chance to grab this attractive, intelligent, sexy lady...
Oh I do feel better hahaha xxx
After months of agonising over what was best for me, my child and him I (we) have reached the decision that its over.
His continual deceit and dishonesty has made me resentful which is one thing I thought I would never feel for this man who I thought was the love of my life. I loved him with everything, never felt that way about any man in my life and he has the nerve to accuse ME of not ever loving him.
He is so insecure, miserable, argumentative and nasty, looking for a fight at every corner yet accusing me of not trying in our marriage. I feel trapped, controlled and feel I am suffocating under the current situation. I have asked him to go, move out but of course he gives me the sob story.
I am sure he will make my life hell for as long as he can. He is lazy round the house, does nothing to help, even if I cook a family meal I am the one that cleans up etc. I cant bear to look at him any more and yet he wonders why I dont want to talk to him, is he for real ?
This is the man who advertised for sex on a married dating website had contact with a woman for almost a year and a half and then tells me it was both of us that ended our marriage! Yes there are two people here, but only one of them did the cheating. He cant even tell me about the cheating, hasn't got the guts!
Well, you know what, this woman has seen the light. The most important people in my world are my child and myself! This will be my year, walk away dont look back because the door closed behind you.
Im stronger than you think buddy! .... plenty more honest, caring reliable fish in the sea who would love a chance to grab this attractive, intelligent, sexy lady...
Oh I do feel better hahaha xxx
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