| Husband and I have been married for 3 years, have a 2 year old son. He is military so things are always crazy. He emotionally, and very nearly physically had I not found out, a year ago. Before hat I had confronted him on speaking with two other Ex's before that over a year prior. I don't know why he does it. I told him we needed counseling and I would not tolerate this behavior. Warned him my trust had been shot and I was very badly hurt. Since then, to date it has been a year since I found out; he is now ndergoing tratement for PTSD and other conditions and is out of state while I am here raising the baby and going to school, etc etc. I check the phone bill to see a number, from the state he is in, constantly showing up. Hours of text convo and lord knows what else since I'm not there. I confronted him after I private called the number and a woman answered. I asked had he been able to speak with women out there and he said only people from work on the phone. I told him what I had done and he suddenly remembers the woman he now talks to from rehab, supposedly, and forgot to tell me specifics. I feel betrayed again. He tried to flip it around, as he usually does, and asks what males I talk to out here and why I ask such odd question. I feel justified in asking, I have been hurt by this before and I can't ne'er stand why it is happening again. Especially with hm in another state. Why is he always doing this to me? what should I do? I can't take this anymore. Our marriage on an emotional and physical level has gone down the dumps and I don't even feel like I'm wanted anymore...just needed, as a doormat...a safe spot...I don't deserve that!?! Help |
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