First time my W and I had sex. I was rather inexperienced at it, was not a virgin, but had only had it a few times. My first sexual experience was when I was drunk and a much older woman propositioned me. It was totally unsuccessful, I don't know whether more from the alcohol or more from not being very attracted to her.
I then had a GF and she was not really in to it, or maybe not really in to me. She would put it off and put it off and try to avoid it except when she got drunk, then she wanted it. It hurt my feelings, I felt rejected that she had to be drunk to want to do it with me. We broke up.
Then, first time for my W and I, she seemed very disappointed. I asked her the next day, and she told me the story of how her first husband had a much larger penis than me and was experienced in bed, knowing how to do lots of "positions" and could "keep" his erection for an hour or more.
From that moment, I tried everything I knew how to feel good about sex, but my desire just went into the cellar. I couldn't even get an erection for several months, the "mind movies" would play every time we tried and I'd go limp.
Just wondered if anyone had similar experience and if they recovered.
I then had a GF and she was not really in to it, or maybe not really in to me. She would put it off and put it off and try to avoid it except when she got drunk, then she wanted it. It hurt my feelings, I felt rejected that she had to be drunk to want to do it with me. We broke up.
Then, first time for my W and I, she seemed very disappointed. I asked her the next day, and she told me the story of how her first husband had a much larger penis than me and was experienced in bed, knowing how to do lots of "positions" and could "keep" his erection for an hour or more.
From that moment, I tried everything I knew how to feel good about sex, but my desire just went into the cellar. I couldn't even get an erection for several months, the "mind movies" would play every time we tried and I'd go limp.
Just wondered if anyone had similar experience and if they recovered.
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