I won't go into details here, my story is long. I want out, she wants to stay. I think for her it's survival instincts at this point, it's hard to be sure.
Anyways, it was my birthday, she wanted to have cake. I said no thank you, was nice about it, but no thank you.
I came home early and went to her computer to grab some files that belong on my computer. I almost never use her computer for anything. I notice a page open and an order for a vibrator made.
As I said, her desire is low. Why? She doesn't even know. However, the talk about divorce may have triggered something in her. Not sure if she's looking to spice things up in an attempt to keep things cool at home OR if it's something different that I'm not suppose to know about?
If we were a normal couple and she had a 'secret' toy, but our sex life was great regardless, I'd leave it at that. So, she has a toy. BUT our sex is nothing. April we had sex once, 10 days later when I initiated again, she said "We're going to fast."
Since I'm trying to get to the end of this marriage quickly, I don't understand why this is bothering me. If I bring it up, I think she'll pounce on me for 'invading' her privacy. OR come up with some BS.
Anyways, I just needed to get that out and maybe get some advice from those with more experience.
Anyways, it was my birthday, she wanted to have cake. I said no thank you, was nice about it, but no thank you.
I came home early and went to her computer to grab some files that belong on my computer. I almost never use her computer for anything. I notice a page open and an order for a vibrator made.
As I said, her desire is low. Why? She doesn't even know. However, the talk about divorce may have triggered something in her. Not sure if she's looking to spice things up in an attempt to keep things cool at home OR if it's something different that I'm not suppose to know about?
If we were a normal couple and she had a 'secret' toy, but our sex life was great regardless, I'd leave it at that. So, she has a toy. BUT our sex is nothing. April we had sex once, 10 days later when I initiated again, she said "We're going to fast."
Since I'm trying to get to the end of this marriage quickly, I don't understand why this is bothering me. If I bring it up, I think she'll pounce on me for 'invading' her privacy. OR come up with some BS.
Anyways, I just needed to get that out and maybe get some advice from those with more experience.
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