I'm female in my mid twenties, single and always have been. When ever I hear about cheating (even if I don't know the parties involved) I get really upset, sometimes I even start crying and feel really hurt, almost like I can taste the betrayal.
The funny thing is though obviously I've never been in a relationship to experience this first hand. My parents are still going strong and have never cheated (to my knowledge at least) so it's not like I have had to deal with the trauma of divorce of my parents etc?
I've had a (now ex) best friend sleep with two of my crushes (one was the biggest and longest crush of my life) as soon as she found out I liked anyone she jumped into bed with them for some reason, so that's the closest I've felt to betrayal. The same friend also seduced our other friend's boyfriend.
I almost feel too scared to date as I'm scared of a guy running off with an 18 year old or something, even if it's years down the line. So I kind of don't see the point in dating. Of course I want to overcome this!
Can anyone provide some insight or share some thoughts?
Thanks
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