Do I stay or leave?

I have been married for 33 years this year. I am 53 and my husband 60. I work fulltime and enjoy my work, he is a house husband and a bit of a recluse! He has never been as sociable as me, I love seeing family and friends but he was an only child so its all my family! We have friends we see but its always the same thing, we go to their house and have supper or they come to ours.

I have been going through the menopause over the last wee while and to be honest I am now feeling that I want a bit more excitement. He is not keen to go on holiday or away anywhere, quite happy at home! I would love to travel.

I love going to my work cause there is plenty chat and laughs whereas at home I come in, get tea, which is made for me then sit in front of telly, he either sits and drinks and watches what he wants or goes away to his bed and I am left alone.

So, do I stay, its not that bad, when I feel OK I don't mind that much but I have felt quite anxious and depressed going through menopause and so if I leave and end up alone, will I feel worse!

I do feel like just running away but I know if I go he won't have me back, he has always said that.

Its a huge step and I don't know if I could cope myself.

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