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I don't know whether I should feel guilty about something that happened yesterday even though I enjoyed it and had fun. Would appreciate any thoughts.

My husband and I (42 & 39) shipped our kids off to the in-laws for he weekend. We slept in, and just had normal weekend plans. A friend came over yesterday afternoon for some girls time, to do some art work together, drink some wine and just catch up. We were setting up out stuff to paint in my studio room and my husband came home and he started talking with us briefly. I teased him that he was just in time to model for us. This lead to some back forth between all three of us joking around with each other about whether the others would be too shy or embarrassed. My husband took off his shirt and said he would prove it, and waited for my friend and I to respond.

At this point I was curious to see if he would really undress, I was also a little turned on that he seemed to have no qualms about undressing in front of my friend. My friend and I had both taken figure drawing classes and had done figure drawing over the years but it had been awhile. I was worried that my friend might be getting uncomfortable. I told my friend that if my husband didn't chicken out that I was up for drawing. My friend laughed and had no concerns. We looked at my husband and waited to see if he would keeping taking clothes off. Without missing a beat, he got fully undressed.

I was a little embarrassed but also somewhat turned on that he had the confidence to completely undress in front of my friend. I got out some sketch paper and pencils. I was a little rusty at first but soon My sketches started to improve. It didn't take long before I was seriously intent on drawing. We spent the next couple hours doing drawing. My husband was actually a decent model and found good poses. There was nothing sexual that happened at all with my friend or while we drew. Eventually my hubby said he was getting sore and we stopped drawing. He got dressed without saying much and my friend packed up her stuff shortly after.

I don't know how I feel about the situation today. It was a fun afternoon, it was something completely out of the ordinary, a little risqué, but also innocent. I feel like I should feel guilty, but I don't. It really was a turn on that he had the confidence to undress, he takes good care of himself and it was also a bit of a turn on that in a way I got to show off my husband to my friend. We don't have and are not interested in any kind of open marriage or three way activities. After we started drawing it really didn't take long before I was completely focused on drawing and doing a little figure drawing was fun. I could have stopped the entire situation but admittedly was curious and interested to see if he would really undress. I asked my husband about it, and he thinks it's no big deal. This afternoon my friend admitted at first she was curious to see if he would undress, but then to do actual drawing ended up being fun for her as well. My friend is divorced so it isn't like this happened and there could be an angry spouse.

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