Men,
I am new here but I have been married for 15 years. I am currently on anti-depressents that helped me control anxiety attacks that I had a couple of years ago. We have children and I am the sole provider for the family. I love my wife dearly but I crave to explore. My wife and I have a healthy sex life although I initiate far less since going on AD's. I started a new job 8 months ago and while I enjoy it and enjoy providing for the family the pressure mounts and I find myself withdrawing to fantasies.
My wife and I have dabbled in ANR (look it up and try not to judge) as she was recently pregnant in the last year. We developed a super close relationship as a result. She has decided she no longer wants to pursue that kink. I on the other hand cannot stop thinking about it.
As a result, I have been communicating with several woman on FetLife and have a meeting scheduled to meet one next week. She knows I am married.
I so want to pursue this side of myself but I do not want to hurt my wife and children.
Thanks in advance for any thoughtful advice...not looking to be yelled at or judged just some good old fashioned advice...thanks!
I am new here but I have been married for 15 years. I am currently on anti-depressents that helped me control anxiety attacks that I had a couple of years ago. We have children and I am the sole provider for the family. I love my wife dearly but I crave to explore. My wife and I have a healthy sex life although I initiate far less since going on AD's. I started a new job 8 months ago and while I enjoy it and enjoy providing for the family the pressure mounts and I find myself withdrawing to fantasies.
My wife and I have dabbled in ANR (look it up and try not to judge) as she was recently pregnant in the last year. We developed a super close relationship as a result. She has decided she no longer wants to pursue that kink. I on the other hand cannot stop thinking about it.
As a result, I have been communicating with several woman on FetLife and have a meeting scheduled to meet one next week. She knows I am married.
I so want to pursue this side of myself but I do not want to hurt my wife and children.
Thanks in advance for any thoughtful advice...not looking to be yelled at or judged just some good old fashioned advice...thanks!
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