I am recently married. My husband left his last girlfriend for me and she is still in the picture. :( She's insane. She even broke into our house to assault me when we first got together. I thought she was gone from his life and the times she would pop up when we were out in public was just because she was crazy. However, my husband just recently confessed that he's slept with her quite a few times over the last few months. He doesn't love her. He hates her. They had this horrible, toxic relationship. Abusive and volatile. But I think he is addicted to the pain and the drama of it. I have tried to be the best wife I can be. I cook, clean, have sex with him all the time, make him laugh, support him in every thing I can. But, I am feeling so low. He tells me he wants to be with me and he doesn't want to see her anymore or sleep with her anymore. He says it's just hard because he can be his darkest, most evil self with her. I told him he can be that with me. I will be anything he needs me to be and I think he is going to try to be better. But I really don't know. He told me today he wanted to talk to her because he was feeling numb inside. He didn't. He called me instead. But the fact that he still wanted to hurts. What's worse is that I'm pregnant. We planned it and everything. He told me he wanted to have a baby with me and we would be together forever...blah, blah, blah. But all the while he was cheating on me with her. Now he says he is going to stop. He is going to be better. But how can I trust him? I love him more than I've ever loved anyone and I don't want to leave and raise my future child in a broken home. What do you do when you're pregnant and your husband is a cheater?
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