Anyone ever feel so lonely and bored? I feel that weekends although I'm thankful for the time off work have become a bore my friends have fizzled down to practically 0. My friends count often varies one year to another it might have three then next year 0 it all depends on whenever my friends feel like it. I had 3 until recently but one was such a liability he would ditch me on nights out or turn up late for football team that we joined the other has just been delaying any meet ups for a long time the other one just comes and goes as he pleases but only ever wants to go to pool club very boring after a while. Anyway I'm very shy and unconfident but I'd like to say I'm good company I'm loyal trustworthy and up for most activities. I did join a football team but I find it hard to take things to the next level as in going to the pub together I feel this as everyone always has to approach me first to be considered and acquaintance/friend however because of this I don' t end up joining their 'group' as I'm too shy to mix in to a group that I don't know. Some will think I'm weird because I don't joke around much I do talk but I do have some funny ways about me. If someone I'm not fully comfortable with teases me and I have to smile I can get a funny twitch in my mouth if I do smile it's strange but it puts me off certain social situations. I really wish for a good group of friends to hang out with now but no nights out down the pub or clubbing is that a stupid request for someone of 25 years of age?
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