To make a long story short - my first relationship, things are okay, been dating for a while. Almost a year. (In college)
Rewinding back, we moved too fast, family problems affecting relationship etc.
But the problem is, why is it that sometimes I want to break up with him because I think things are going nowhere? Then at other times I want to stay with him? He's a good guy. But I've been single my whole life and it feels odd sometimes to remember that I have to give up time to see someone.
Partly why is because unlike most people, I don't know what I want in a relationship. Why is this? because it's my first love. But aren't people supposed to be really 'in love', clingy and thinking about their SO day and night? I don't get that, but I do think about him often.
:( I feel bad for feeling like this, but i've also been told that 'love' is supposed to be like that.
Put the internet to work for you.
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