I reallly want to stop getting infatuated to people. I am doing my A2 level and right now I am crazy about a new guy in my school doing AS level (a year younger).
I am a really shy girl and have quite low self esteem although it's not that bad these few years compared to when I was in middle school.
Anyway, being infatuated to random good looking strangers is killing me inside out. I keep on fantasising about him and reading too much into all his actions. I couldn't pay attention in class or focus long enough by my own while doing my work, basically it's like he is living in my mind. But the problem here is I don't have the freaking courage or confidence to say hi or talk to him in any way so I am always stuck in this stage and couldn't go any further. And I wait until I get totally bored/ realised that we are hopeless (lol) and I find a new guy to crush on. The cycle is killing me.
What shall I do? :confused: any tips and advice?
I wish I have the confidence and looks to chat up any guys I want :(
Put the internet to work for you.
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