Like, I started uni last Saturday, I imagined I would make loads of friends, go out and everything and enjoy feshers week so much and uni.
But when I got here, it's like my flatmates don't go out, or they do individually with friends they already have and I went out alone and stuff to try to meet people but I just end up going around a club alone and stuff :(
Yesterday, I went alone to a feshers ball because I had a ticket and really wanted to go, someone was looking at me said "you alright?" and I really liked him, I really would have loved to speak to him (like as friends), but I sort of walked away and couldn't work up going back to them even though he was like smiling in my direction and I hate myself so much for it now because I know I'll probably never see him again :( I cant' even stop thinking about it because i just think I ruined it forever, like I would have liked him so much and now I'll never see them again/I won't find anyone else now that will even approach me because no one ever does/has apart from him
I don't knowits just everything hurts so much knowing I have no friends at all and there's no way to fix it
Put the internet to work for you.
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