The current affair happened 10 years after the last one. I found out at that time that he had cheated before we got married. I'm sure you are wondering why I stayed so long. Now I'm wondering the same thing.
I haven't left, but I'm falling apart. I started a blog, but I was hoping that I might find some kindred spirits here. I figure if I go to a therapist, she will just say to leave. I totally understand and I may have to leave just to save my sanity.
Ok, the particulars. My husband turned 50 last September and now he's ****ing one of his 25 year old employees. I told him that if his boss finds out, he will be lucky if they only fire the OW. He doesn't want to leave me in case the OW leaves him. REALLY? I'm the consolation prize?
So I'm making plans for our divorce. Just not sure when to pull the trigger. I'm a SAHM and he doesn't really make that much money. I might have to live with my parents. So sometimes I wonder if I can live in the same house with him, but divorced. At this moment, I think it will be too painful.
The crazy thing is that I was actually thinking of leaving him next year, so I really do not understand why I'm so upset. Things trigger me and I start crying. Can anyone relate to what I'm going through?
I haven't left, but I'm falling apart. I started a blog, but I was hoping that I might find some kindred spirits here. I figure if I go to a therapist, she will just say to leave. I totally understand and I may have to leave just to save my sanity.
Ok, the particulars. My husband turned 50 last September and now he's ****ing one of his 25 year old employees. I told him that if his boss finds out, he will be lucky if they only fire the OW. He doesn't want to leave me in case the OW leaves him. REALLY? I'm the consolation prize?
So I'm making plans for our divorce. Just not sure when to pull the trigger. I'm a SAHM and he doesn't really make that much money. I might have to live with my parents. So sometimes I wonder if I can live in the same house with him, but divorced. At this moment, I think it will be too painful.
The crazy thing is that I was actually thinking of leaving him next year, so I really do not understand why I'm so upset. Things trigger me and I start crying. Can anyone relate to what I'm going through?
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