I am back at work (not uni yet as it hasn't started) but I have been doodling and illustrating to try vent.
I know I will have odd days. That sometimes I will feel fine, maybe even optimistic. Others I will be gutted, alone and depressed. And some, naive. Wondering what I would do if he ever turned up in person. If he realised he was wrong and ever even thought about being the one to make an effort. (lame, I know)
Again. Just trying to deal.
Making a pitiful attempt at being a grown up. Sure, the independence and ability to eat ice cream for dinner is good, but the rest of the stuff blows!! heh
Original post: http://www.relationship-forums.com/s...017#post413017
I know I will have odd days. That sometimes I will feel fine, maybe even optimistic. Others I will be gutted, alone and depressed. And some, naive. Wondering what I would do if he ever turned up in person. If he realised he was wrong and ever even thought about being the one to make an effort. (lame, I know)
Again. Just trying to deal.
Making a pitiful attempt at being a grown up. Sure, the independence and ability to eat ice cream for dinner is good, but the rest of the stuff blows!! heh
Original post: http://www.relationship-forums.com/s...017#post413017
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