Okay everybody this might be a little bit long, but I want to take it back to square one. In 2010, our Church got together, and decided they wanted some people to travel down to a nearby Monastery to help construct a new house for the head monk. The Sunday prior to our departure our little group came together, and discussed what we were going to do there, and the such. That day is where I first met her, Stacy was her name, and honestly before that point I had never met her, or even spoke with her beforehand.
We had our discussion, and departed only to come back early that week to depart on our magnificent journey. That morning I pulled up to the parking lot, and got out, and here she comes walking up with her suitcases, and then we waited for our ride to come..
We got to the Monastery, and after a night of getting used to the surroundings we got up, and began our mission where her, and I teased each other back, and forth for several days it seemed. One of the last nights we were there one of the monks told her about this trail that would talk you back to the guest house we were staying at. Well she began to walk the trail, and I seeing a good chance to have a positive look got up, and accompanied her so nothing could happen to her in the event it might.
We walked, and talked all the way through the trail, and as the sun was beginning to set our end result was beginning to look more eager. We came to a proverbial "fork in the road" and with a 50/50 split she decided to walk the way I thought would take us back. We walked, and talked for what seemed like hours on end, and with the setting sun growing closer we had not grew any closer to a end result. Our electronics at the time, cell phones, and digital cameras all decided to go dead, and that was not a pleasant thought with the darkness present. Even with all of this we keep walking, and talking until we came to what seemed like a huge hill. After much upbeat optimism from her I finally made it up the hill, and that's where we stopped for the night. When we decided to finally stop we began to talk about various things that was about us. The past relationship she had with some military man who ended up cheating on her, and how she was still holding on to her V card, and I sat there, and told her about me, and the such. Our conversations drag on for hours seeing we had nothing else to do that night. There came a point where we decided to lay down, and still converse, and every time she would hear something in the woods she would grab a hold of my arm and squeeze, but would release once it subsided.
After we came down from the mountain we finished up our trip, and made it home. That night she called me to ask about her shoes, or something like that. Then we discussed where we would meet, or something like that, and we had 2 outing one to a museum, and the other to a quiet restaurant were we exchanged gifts for Christmas. She got some people together to chip in for a concert she thought i wanted to attend. She was determined to bring it to me even after my step mother did not want her to come to the house because she was not feeling well, but she persisted, and showed up to give me the card with the ticket in it. She left after she gave me a hug, and I think a kiss on the cheek (I could be mistaken). We came together for the concert, and after a little bit she mentioned to me that she had a friend that was coming to the same concert, and after he showed up she left with him to the front of the place, and there I was in the back with some other friends. After the c oncert I was a little discontent with the nights events, and mentioned some un-flattery words to her seeing I was not happy.
Well we had our ups, and downs over the 2 years I don't remember everything, but shortly after the concert I texted her that I did like her, and wanted to go out, or something like that, but she said I wasn't her type she found me attractive, but that was it I think. Well I would often see her at church, and for awhile she would walk up to me and say "What's Up Big Poppa," smile, and hug me, and go into church. Lately it has been like this she hugs me like she does every time she sees me at church , and when i do the collection plate she will often, but not always look up, and have this what seems like a deep smile at me. I took a month off from talking to her after she told me that I needed not to be so clingy, and needy if you will, and a week into the hiatus she called me asking me how my new job was, and the such, and to call her back when I had a chance. Two weeks later after said hiatus that Sunday she smiled at me as usual, and during coffee hour we didn't say a word to each other, and when my family were getting ready to leave i walked over to her area to speak to someone else, and while she was talking to some older gentleman she seemed to go from casual convo to deep convo quick I didn't pay no attention to it, and walked away, and as per my little sisters words she was looking into my direction as we were leaving. That night she sent a message telling me that it was good to see me. Recently I wrote her a note reiterating how we met all those years ago, and how much i cared for her, and asking her that I needed to know how she felt about me, or I was going to have to leave, and that was about 3 weeks ago, and she has yet to respond to it. She tells me that she hasn't had "time" to read it, and when she did she would let me know. She later tells me that the more I ask the more she won't read it, and that's where i leave it alone I have yet to respond to it asking her. She told me 5 days ago after me asking her that I wished thin gs would go back to what they used to be, but knew they would never be that way again, and she came back and told me that if I wanted friends more I needed not to excessively text her and to text her like i would text another girl... huh!
Anyways I waited 5 days, and texted her today and I got some form of communication from her, but not much she told me that she had this major headache, or as she put it her head hurt, and i left it at that I asked her about calling tomorrow she said she was super busy, and i told her that i would call her wednesday about some bday plans.. Now she works in the medical field, and it is getting closer to the eastern european christmas which is subsequently my birthday.. Any help guys!!! She is eastern european btw
We had our discussion, and departed only to come back early that week to depart on our magnificent journey. That morning I pulled up to the parking lot, and got out, and here she comes walking up with her suitcases, and then we waited for our ride to come..
We got to the Monastery, and after a night of getting used to the surroundings we got up, and began our mission where her, and I teased each other back, and forth for several days it seemed. One of the last nights we were there one of the monks told her about this trail that would talk you back to the guest house we were staying at. Well she began to walk the trail, and I seeing a good chance to have a positive look got up, and accompanied her so nothing could happen to her in the event it might.
We walked, and talked all the way through the trail, and as the sun was beginning to set our end result was beginning to look more eager. We came to a proverbial "fork in the road" and with a 50/50 split she decided to walk the way I thought would take us back. We walked, and talked for what seemed like hours on end, and with the setting sun growing closer we had not grew any closer to a end result. Our electronics at the time, cell phones, and digital cameras all decided to go dead, and that was not a pleasant thought with the darkness present. Even with all of this we keep walking, and talking until we came to what seemed like a huge hill. After much upbeat optimism from her I finally made it up the hill, and that's where we stopped for the night. When we decided to finally stop we began to talk about various things that was about us. The past relationship she had with some military man who ended up cheating on her, and how she was still holding on to her V card, and I sat there, and told her about me, and the such. Our conversations drag on for hours seeing we had nothing else to do that night. There came a point where we decided to lay down, and still converse, and every time she would hear something in the woods she would grab a hold of my arm and squeeze, but would release once it subsided.
After we came down from the mountain we finished up our trip, and made it home. That night she called me to ask about her shoes, or something like that. Then we discussed where we would meet, or something like that, and we had 2 outing one to a museum, and the other to a quiet restaurant were we exchanged gifts for Christmas. She got some people together to chip in for a concert she thought i wanted to attend. She was determined to bring it to me even after my step mother did not want her to come to the house because she was not feeling well, but she persisted, and showed up to give me the card with the ticket in it. She left after she gave me a hug, and I think a kiss on the cheek (I could be mistaken). We came together for the concert, and after a little bit she mentioned to me that she had a friend that was coming to the same concert, and after he showed up she left with him to the front of the place, and there I was in the back with some other friends. After the c oncert I was a little discontent with the nights events, and mentioned some un-flattery words to her seeing I was not happy.
Well we had our ups, and downs over the 2 years I don't remember everything, but shortly after the concert I texted her that I did like her, and wanted to go out, or something like that, but she said I wasn't her type she found me attractive, but that was it I think. Well I would often see her at church, and for awhile she would walk up to me and say "What's Up Big Poppa," smile, and hug me, and go into church. Lately it has been like this she hugs me like she does every time she sees me at church , and when i do the collection plate she will often, but not always look up, and have this what seems like a deep smile at me. I took a month off from talking to her after she told me that I needed not to be so clingy, and needy if you will, and a week into the hiatus she called me asking me how my new job was, and the such, and to call her back when I had a chance. Two weeks later after said hiatus that Sunday she smiled at me as usual, and during coffee hour we didn't say a word to each other, and when my family were getting ready to leave i walked over to her area to speak to someone else, and while she was talking to some older gentleman she seemed to go from casual convo to deep convo quick I didn't pay no attention to it, and walked away, and as per my little sisters words she was looking into my direction as we were leaving. That night she sent a message telling me that it was good to see me. Recently I wrote her a note reiterating how we met all those years ago, and how much i cared for her, and asking her that I needed to know how she felt about me, or I was going to have to leave, and that was about 3 weeks ago, and she has yet to respond to it. She tells me that she hasn't had "time" to read it, and when she did she would let me know. She later tells me that the more I ask the more she won't read it, and that's where i leave it alone I have yet to respond to it asking her. She told me 5 days ago after me asking her that I wished thin gs would go back to what they used to be, but knew they would never be that way again, and she came back and told me that if I wanted friends more I needed not to excessively text her and to text her like i would text another girl... huh!
Anyways I waited 5 days, and texted her today and I got some form of communication from her, but not much she told me that she had this major headache, or as she put it her head hurt, and i left it at that I asked her about calling tomorrow she said she was super busy, and i told her that i would call her wednesday about some bday plans.. Now she works in the medical field, and it is getting closer to the eastern european christmas which is subsequently my birthday.. Any help guys!!! She is eastern european btw
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