We've been having this relationship for 2 months where right now both families are okay for us to get married after 2 more years. Before going into this relationship I was going after her for 8 months where I had to put everything I had inside me to take the 'Yes' out of her. Right now our level of understanding is way above compared to an average couple.
She had a past boy friend who was an abusive one who used to hit her and make her feel miserable all the time. Despite this and the strong disagreement towards him from her parents, she managed to drag this relationship for 1 and a half years. Somehow this boy managed to make her lose her virginity which is only known by me, her and the boy. I'm still inexperienced in this department.
She managed to end the relationship when she was away from him for 1 year where she also started her new relationship with me. She is still a student and right now she is back in her institute where she has to study with this boy in the same class room daily. This boy does not know that she's is having an affair with me.
Recently she's been having sad feelings after seeing him and feeling guilty when she is with me. And it is getting worse. This boy is a muscular fellow which is the only advantage he has over me. Her mind keeps comparing both of us over our physical appearance while she do not want her mind to do that. Right now in order to make her suffer he has changed his life to the way she always wanted so that she can see him and grieve. And also according to her, the sexual experience she had with him was intense and highly pleasurable which I think is the main reason she can't get him out of her head. I've still not had the chance to prove her that I'm better than him in this department. But I also lack experience.
She has no intention of going back to him. And she is ready to have me because I am the most funniest, caring & understanding person she has ever had.
This was what it looked liked in the beginning. But now she's saying that we are a mismatch. That seeing her past boy friend is not the problem. It's me who is the problem. That I lack the behavior that she expects. I am completely confused right now. This happened before when she and I was just friends. She ignored me, I walked away and she came after me.
She had a past boy friend who was an abusive one who used to hit her and make her feel miserable all the time. Despite this and the strong disagreement towards him from her parents, she managed to drag this relationship for 1 and a half years. Somehow this boy managed to make her lose her virginity which is only known by me, her and the boy. I'm still inexperienced in this department.
She managed to end the relationship when she was away from him for 1 year where she also started her new relationship with me. She is still a student and right now she is back in her institute where she has to study with this boy in the same class room daily. This boy does not know that she's is having an affair with me.
Recently she's been having sad feelings after seeing him and feeling guilty when she is with me. And it is getting worse. This boy is a muscular fellow which is the only advantage he has over me. Her mind keeps comparing both of us over our physical appearance while she do not want her mind to do that. Right now in order to make her suffer he has changed his life to the way she always wanted so that she can see him and grieve. And also according to her, the sexual experience she had with him was intense and highly pleasurable which I think is the main reason she can't get him out of her head. I've still not had the chance to prove her that I'm better than him in this department. But I also lack experience.
She has no intention of going back to him. And she is ready to have me because I am the most funniest, caring & understanding person she has ever had.
This was what it looked liked in the beginning. But now she's saying that we are a mismatch. That seeing her past boy friend is not the problem. It's me who is the problem. That I lack the behavior that she expects. I am completely confused right now. This happened before when she and I was just friends. She ignored me, I walked away and she came after me.
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