| Okay, I apologisie first, this is going to be a long one. When I was younger my dad cheated on my mum and it's caused problems for me ever since it happened about 10 years ago. I've never got past it. My first boyfriend in secondary school told me he cheated on me with a friend of his. My second boyfriend at some point during university confessed to me that he was starting to have feelings for one of his roomates (nothing happened and we were together for about 2-3 more years after). But that relationship fizzled out a good year or two before we decided to end it. My current boyfriend of 15 months has lied to me about the odd thing such as staying home when he was actually out with friends which we both agreed was stupid but this was fairly early on during the realtionship. He hasnt' given me any reason to doubt him. He told me he cheated on his first girlfriend once and ended up breaking up with her because he felt so bad about it. He did say that she cheated on him lots of times aswell and that they were on and off (they finally b roke up when she left him for another bloke). I don't know why but all of a sudden I've become paranoid he's going to cheat. He was friends with a girl who he had a thing for but when she got with her boyfriend and my boyfriend got with me she became jealous and started causing problems for us. Eventually he broke off all contact with her and we havent spoken to her since. I keep thinking that something happened between them even though he always told me when he was meeting up with her and never lied about that. There's no way I can bring this up without sounding accusatory espicially considering we haven't spoken to her or even seen her months since they broke off contact. I honestly don't know why this paranoia has come about and it's driving me crazy. | |||
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