I have been really down and out for the last 2 weeks because there is this kid at school that i have a secret crush on and he has said outloud to the class that he is "good at being gay" and he also said he is "to gay " i already had feelings for him before that.
But my feelings towards him are getting stronger the more and more i learn and hang around him.
It physically hurts me in a way and it feels as if someone had punched me in the stomach when i think of a relationship with someone. Because I really want one but i don't need jerks going at me every time I'm walking through the halls.
And i don't want many to know at school that I'm gay. Because many have expressed themselves in an appropriate manner that they dislike and disagree with homosexuals. Which is one reason why i haven't told him yet and the other reason is because i don't know what i would do if he was just makeing everything up. And he was straight.
And i have nothing to coup with these emotions and feelings.
What can i do besides journalism and reading
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