I am married with two children ( 9 y.o bio son and almost 3 y.o adopted daugther). H is taking an anti depressant medication for decades and he is also suffering with ED. We been sleeping separately since last year we are like a boardmate we have only small talk we cant have a long talk or else it leads to argument and no affection at all. Last Monday, we had fight usually i just walked away when we argue to avoid fighting but last monday i felt I had enough so i told him I need space and wanted him to leave me alone. He was begging me telling that he didnt sleep well that night that he is not in the mood that is why he gets angry with me easily and scolded me. I told him, I can forgive him but still need a space and wanted to leave. But, when my son came home after school he told him ( son ) that im leaving, our family falling apart that we are breaking so my son was crying so hard and went to my room begging me not to leave telling me that he loves me b ut he won't come with me coz daddy needs him but he loves me and he will be worried about me. Seeing my son crying broke my heart but, i was so mad with my H when i confronted him he just say that he was just honest. I felt he is using my son against me so that I cant leave him. Now, im sleeping in the first floor while H in the second floor in our matrimonial bed. The other night my son had a school program that we both need to attend I forced myself and pretending that we are okay so that my son is happy. H is messaging me on FB to give him a chance and promised to become a better husband. I still love him but, physically im not attracted to him. I felt stuck in my marriage!
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