I'm now 23 and all my life I've struggled with girls, yet I have ended up having approximately 15/16 one night stands and possible another 5-10 girls which wasn't full sex. Many of these were girls from clubs etc To be completely honest many of them were not easy on the eye, and I either I took up the se because I was desperate or horny or both. Yet some, but very few, were very pretty. Possibly only one girl in those 15/16 could be counted as someone I 'dated'.
But the problem of girls has intensified at Uni. It's always the 'loud' guys who get the girls attention. I don't know what has happened this year but I'm losing all my confidence with girls, because I'm so tired of bad experiences and failed tries. It seems being myself has never been good enough for any serious girl because I can only assume I'm more quiet than your typical brash confident guy, yet I'm not some unconfident guy. Yet around me I see my mates get lucky and/or do well. I don't get a chance to meet many girls on my course for some reason. It's always the same faces.
I don't know what I'm getting at really. It's not even a good idea to mention how at 23 I feel about this, other than it's dragging me down immensely. I feel utterly dejected and helpless with women now for reasons even I cannot comprehend. Tons of questions go through my head. Am I too picky? Am I too boring? Am I this am i that and the truth is I haven't got a ****ing clue. I've come to the point in my life now where the one night stands are something I don't enjoy so much anymore, yet I for whatever reason cannot find a serious girl who even seems interested in me (or at least not obvious to me). Yes, I have had some brief interest at uni in this first year but it would just be nice for once in my life to have a nice pretty, warm hearted and ambitious girl, someone desirable to actually like me genuinely and want to go out with me. To have a nice girl take an interest in me - becuase there's nothing obvious to my eye that makes me a dour person or something like that. Ii j ust don't understand what I'm doing wrong to not be able to achieve something so simple.
I'm utterly tired of feeling like an abject failure with girls. I would need to expand more on this post such as the aspects of University which make it difficult etc, but it would be to long and noone would read - so I've tried to just get straight to the point.
Where can I go for help?
Put the internet to work for you.
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