So basically...I fell for my best friend and the feelings were slowly eating away at me and making me feel unwell so I told him. He let me down in the gentlest way possible and really helped me when I (unfortunately) cried over it.
I adore him but I've developed feelings of resentment towards him recently and that's really upsetting because he means so much to me. It's really stressing me out and I don't want this friendship to go cold at all! I really don't know what to do...He means a lot to me (even though I don't currently feel it) and it would be really sad to lose him as a friend because of these feelings...
The resentment is aimed mainly at him because of the pain he caused me but I guess it's quite directed at the closer friendship he has with another girl (non-romantic but it really hurts that he'll never be as close to me as he is to her).
How do I wipe out these horrible feelings once and for all and just go back to enjoying our friendship and being happy? I hate waking up every day feeling like this :(
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