hey fellow humans
so this is me. Trying to find an answer. A solution.
what do you do when you want something so unbelievably bad but you cant have that because the world makes it out to be a bad thing?
what do you do when you have an urge that is illegal in most of the world?
what do you do when you feel so trapped and alone in your own mind?
when you cant share your secret because then you will become a secret. A secret buried six feet underground.
who do you have to talk to when you believe everyone will cut you out of their lives?
where can you go when you don't want to leave home?
who do you be when you cant be yourself?
when you cant go a day without censoring your life. your actions. your words. your dress code.
how should you feel when everyday you are told that being yourself is an abomination?
when you pray with all you have to god that you could be different but your prayers are left unanswered?
what do you do with all these unanswered questions?
what do you do when you start hating yourself for something you cannot help but be?
its not my fault, I was made that way.
whose fault is it?
my parents? nature or nurture, they play a part.
god? he created me didn't he?
or just maybe, its not something that should be blamed on someone because just maybe its not a bad thing and just maybe i can be myself and just MAYBE... i can be happy.
Put the internet to work for you.
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