So there was this man who is a lot older than me, because I'm only in high school, and we had been talking and finally wanted to meet up. So we did and then he clearly just wanted to have sex with me, but I sort of agreed and we went someplace that looked like it was abandoned. It was dirty and gross and I became terrified and wanted to go home, but he wouldn't take me and instead dragged me out of the car into the building. It looked like he lived there or something because it was sort of furnished with and bed and stuff like that and he pushed me down on it and began to take off my clothes. I cried and told him to stop, but he wouldn't and he told me "you said yes before we got here. You can't just tell me no, so why don't you stop crying and be a good girl for me?" and then he proceeded to take out a knife and hold it to me and said, "or you won't get hurt." I can remember everything so clearly. He ended up getting my underwear off and my shirt and bra and raped me and I couldn't stop cry so he brushed the knife against my cheek and mouth just enough so that it would scar, but wouldn't do major damage. I told everyone it was a scratch from my dog, and it did end up scarring and I'm ashamed of it. He then had sex with me and then eventually drove me back home and left. I was really confused by that because he was really gentle with me after he had sex with me. But my question is that is it rape because I told him I wanted to before we got to the building, but then kept crying and telling him no? Or is it not rape? You guys are literally the first people I ever told, as it only happened maybe two weeks ago and I'm scared out of my mind. Was I raped and what do I do about it?
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