I've been hurt/ had bad breakups in the past so this one isn't comparatively as bad. However, I still do feel hurt as I think I may be liked him more than I realised. And also, he was/is a genuinely nice person in almost every way - which cant be said for most people! so its harder in a way to get over it as I cant focus on things I didnt like about him.
We dated for a few months and it was all great, broke up for easter (and live on opposite ends of the country) communication was a bit dry but always has been over text but in person hes one of the most talkative people I've met. We'd both had a great time right from the start to leading up toward the holiday - almost no issues etc at all. It had been a while since either of us had been in a relationship so there was no jealousy etc. But in these holidays he met up with a girl he split with several years back.
Now we're both back and its only 1 weeks till exams, he tells me he thinks we should be friends as meeting her has made him realise we dont have much in common /he got on better with her. Basically "she is better than me". He came round and said this in within a minute or so and asked if theres anything I had to say, an di didnt as i was just shell shocked.. he then left. its been a couple days and iv been grieving, just not sure what to do. Really scared for exams now as my head just is not in the right place to be able to study and i really cannot afford to fail these exams.
It makes me feel sad as there so many things we'd planned to do on this side of the easter holidays and had made plans for after exams /summer/next year etc. Suddenly its all just over. I cant be angry at him for being honest? yet my self worth has gone crashing into the ground. I sort of feel suffocated. It's frustrating because he was always so reassuring and i didnt see any threats as hed only had one previous girlfriend which ended several years back due to her moving to a different country. I dont know if he wants to get back with her or what. I just feel quite sad.
Any advice, much appreciated!
TL;DR version: great relationship, came to abrupt end due to meeting with only gf from past and realising they were more compatible than me and him.
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