My huband and I have been together 2yrs and have very recently eloped, We have a pretty unusual relationship to say the least. I met him a few weeks after he was released for doing 26 months in prison, I originally thought we would just be a fling but he kept wanting to take our relationship further even though I tried to resist I guess its a case of you cant help who you fall in love with, He deals in trafficking certain things which I would rather keep undisclosed, He has made a promise to himself that he will never serve time again since he met me and tried living a regular life but always finds himself back doing what he always done but you can see in him he wants out.
We have broken up a few times because I struggled to handle what he does for a living. My friends love him but my mom has been forever begging me to let him go and be with someone who "doesn't snort the stuff he brings in" and hopes that we divorce for my sake but I love him so much and I get a sense of freedom from being with him, he is my best friend and I can get out of hand at times which causes him to get short tempered with me but he tells me he's willing to deal with all my drama cause he's crazy about me, loves me and he needs me. When we got married we reached a point where we felt our life would drive us insane with everyone nagging me if we kept it as it is so we decided to live on the road for a while to calm our mind and enjoy solitude just him and I spending nights in motels etc, He is pretty well off so he can provide for us, We rarely fight but when we do we fight bitterly & sometimes I feel like walking away but for me its a relationship that I can't live wi th or without, you know when love is real when its worth fighting for. When things are good with us im the happiest girl in the world, I love him so much i could scream. But sometimes I wonder if my mom is right? I love him so much but am I blinded by love?
We have broken up a few times because I struggled to handle what he does for a living. My friends love him but my mom has been forever begging me to let him go and be with someone who "doesn't snort the stuff he brings in" and hopes that we divorce for my sake but I love him so much and I get a sense of freedom from being with him, he is my best friend and I can get out of hand at times which causes him to get short tempered with me but he tells me he's willing to deal with all my drama cause he's crazy about me, loves me and he needs me. When we got married we reached a point where we felt our life would drive us insane with everyone nagging me if we kept it as it is so we decided to live on the road for a while to calm our mind and enjoy solitude just him and I spending nights in motels etc, He is pretty well off so he can provide for us, We rarely fight but when we do we fight bitterly & sometimes I feel like walking away but for me its a relationship that I can't live wi th or without, you know when love is real when its worth fighting for. When things are good with us im the happiest girl in the world, I love him so much i could scream. But sometimes I wonder if my mom is right? I love him so much but am I blinded by love?
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