I'll keep it to the point-I've known this guy since starting uni last year and we get on really well-he asked me out last month and I panicked and said no(I've never had a relationship/kissed a guy etc so the whole concept is alien).I've never been 'want to rip his clothes off' attracted to him,and I am blind to flirting which friends pointed out to me(I'e got low self esteem so doubt everything) but now things are changing.
I found myself flirting with him recently and enjoyed it,he's been to the gym a lot recently so had bulked up(still lean but less skinny) and I'm feeling little twinges of attraction. I'm now conflicted as he isn't the kind of guy I normally like(he's asian(always liked white guys until now) and he's shorter than guys i've liked in the past but still taller than me..)
He mentioned going on a date with another girl today when we were hanging out and I felt really jealous out of nowhere and could barely concentrate.I had wanted to tell him something(completely unrelated) when we were walking to my train and before I got on he turned me to face him and said 'about what you were trying to say earlier..whatever it was.I need you to know that you can always come first.' I asked him what on earth he was talking about and he said' oh this is awkward if you aren't..just I wanted you to know' then he hugged me and left.
I don't know what to do..
I found myself flirting with him recently and enjoyed it,he's been to the gym a lot recently so had bulked up(still lean but less skinny) and I'm feeling little twinges of attraction. I'm now conflicted as he isn't the kind of guy I normally like(he's asian(always liked white guys until now) and he's shorter than guys i've liked in the past but still taller than me..)
He mentioned going on a date with another girl today when we were hanging out and I felt really jealous out of nowhere and could barely concentrate.I had wanted to tell him something(completely unrelated) when we were walking to my train and before I got on he turned me to face him and said 'about what you were trying to say earlier..whatever it was.I need you to know that you can always come first.' I asked him what on earth he was talking about and he said' oh this is awkward if you aren't..just I wanted you to know' then he hugged me and left.
I don't know what to do..
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