So here is my story, so far:
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I've dated, for awhile. It has been very nice to get so many compliments after hearing nothing but put-downs and negativity for so long. I've thrived on those compliments. But everyone has been a let-down ultimately. Maybe because I've got all kinds of severe trust issues now or because I can recognize crazy a lot quicker now. And I don't want crazy again.
So I've dated five woman and broken up with them all.
But now I've got a girl chasing after me like a madman. But I'm not sure what to do about it. I'm a police officer, which I've never told anyone here before, yes Thorburn, I'm a cop. But I'm good at my job. Yes, Thorburn, you can be bi-polar and still make one hell of a good peace keeper. Deal with it.
But lately I found out that a girl, and I mean a "girl", not a woman to me, has gotten my phone number from one of my co-workers and she has been texting me like crazy for a few days. Hitting on me like crazy. The thing is I'm nearly fifteen years older than she is. She's twenty years old. I really don't feel like it's right for me to try to get into a relationship with her.
But I do like her. She's fierce, very good looking, and (so-far, yes, trust issues) honest, and she's very.... willing to be malleable. Does that make sense? And I do find that very attractive! I mean my ex (who, unfortunately is still my wife), was never willing to bend to do things I wanted to do. But this girl is clearly willing to be some kind of (submissive?) person? I'm not sure. Not like I want something sickening, but I like the idea of someone willing to dress up for me and stuff.
I guess I'm confused, still, clearly. And I'm not sure how right it is for me to date someone who is like 2/3 my age. Just a girl, really. Can't even buy alcohol... I'm sure I'd hear no end of it at work, and I would hear no end of it. But maybe it's worth it?
Anyone have any experience with this kind of thing? Any warnings? Any advice? I mean I've clearly been pretty dumb and I don't want to do that again, but I guess I'm pretty dumb. Not stupid, yes, but very dumb.
Would it be wrong for me to get into a relationship with her while always planning an exit strategy? Because I've found that's basically the only way I dare enter into any relationship now...
http://ift.tt/NTQQ6E
I've dated, for awhile. It has been very nice to get so many compliments after hearing nothing but put-downs and negativity for so long. I've thrived on those compliments. But everyone has been a let-down ultimately. Maybe because I've got all kinds of severe trust issues now or because I can recognize crazy a lot quicker now. And I don't want crazy again.
So I've dated five woman and broken up with them all.
But now I've got a girl chasing after me like a madman. But I'm not sure what to do about it. I'm a police officer, which I've never told anyone here before, yes Thorburn, I'm a cop. But I'm good at my job. Yes, Thorburn, you can be bi-polar and still make one hell of a good peace keeper. Deal with it.
But lately I found out that a girl, and I mean a "girl", not a woman to me, has gotten my phone number from one of my co-workers and she has been texting me like crazy for a few days. Hitting on me like crazy. The thing is I'm nearly fifteen years older than she is. She's twenty years old. I really don't feel like it's right for me to try to get into a relationship with her.
But I do like her. She's fierce, very good looking, and (so-far, yes, trust issues) honest, and she's very.... willing to be malleable. Does that make sense? And I do find that very attractive! I mean my ex (who, unfortunately is still my wife), was never willing to bend to do things I wanted to do. But this girl is clearly willing to be some kind of (submissive?) person? I'm not sure. Not like I want something sickening, but I like the idea of someone willing to dress up for me and stuff.
I guess I'm confused, still, clearly. And I'm not sure how right it is for me to date someone who is like 2/3 my age. Just a girl, really. Can't even buy alcohol... I'm sure I'd hear no end of it at work, and I would hear no end of it. But maybe it's worth it?
Anyone have any experience with this kind of thing? Any warnings? Any advice? I mean I've clearly been pretty dumb and I don't want to do that again, but I guess I'm pretty dumb. Not stupid, yes, but very dumb.
Would it be wrong for me to get into a relationship with her while always planning an exit strategy? Because I've found that's basically the only way I dare enter into any relationship now...
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