So at the ancient age of 18 I got my first kiss , I could provide loads of excuses as to why I did so bad with girls in the past but the truth is I was a skinny , dweeb who was depressed throughout his youth with little value to offer women , oh and I went to a boys school (not that it stopped any of the other boys getting girlfriends) . Did I mention i've never had a girlfriend ?
Anyway in the last year or two I've set out to improve myself , I got rid of bad habits such as gaming and being anti social , began lifting about 18 months ago and putting effort into my appearance . Talked to a lot more girls , flirted , got numbers etc but nothing really ever came of it . I think its because I lack facial aesthetics but yh
So the other night it was my mates 18th and he wanted to go clubbing , this would be my second experience (first was new years which was a disaster) ,
Basically on this night I was on fire , it felt like I was the dimepiece of the club if you get me . I'm not the most good looking guy but I suppose girls fell for my confidence . I approached and got to know quite a few women , one of whom I snogged briefly and did a terrible job but she didn't seem to mind. My mind was just blown that it was happening.
The second time I'm near the dancefloor on my ones in the middle and im just letting go and loosing myself in the music. I spot this brunette who looks like a goddess and initiate dancing with her , slowly start getting physical as in I take her hands and twirl her about and stuff , eventually I pick her up with one arm around her waist and carry her down a set of stairs and take her right into the middle of the dancefloor where we dance and progressively get closer to each other . Then she goes in to kiss me ! ( re-read the first para) I felt like a ****ing God but I think my kissing skills were terrible , anyone got any tips ? (sorry if it was a long read but im still feeling the effects of the night , it was so good I've been on a massive comedown for the last few days)
Anyway in the last year or two I've set out to improve myself , I got rid of bad habits such as gaming and being anti social , began lifting about 18 months ago and putting effort into my appearance . Talked to a lot more girls , flirted , got numbers etc but nothing really ever came of it . I think its because I lack facial aesthetics but yh
So the other night it was my mates 18th and he wanted to go clubbing , this would be my second experience (first was new years which was a disaster) ,
Basically on this night I was on fire , it felt like I was the dimepiece of the club if you get me . I'm not the most good looking guy but I suppose girls fell for my confidence . I approached and got to know quite a few women , one of whom I snogged briefly and did a terrible job but she didn't seem to mind. My mind was just blown that it was happening.
The second time I'm near the dancefloor on my ones in the middle and im just letting go and loosing myself in the music. I spot this brunette who looks like a goddess and initiate dancing with her , slowly start getting physical as in I take her hands and twirl her about and stuff , eventually I pick her up with one arm around her waist and carry her down a set of stairs and take her right into the middle of the dancefloor where we dance and progressively get closer to each other . Then she goes in to kiss me ! ( re-read the first para) I felt like a ****ing God but I think my kissing skills were terrible , anyone got any tips ? (sorry if it was a long read but im still feeling the effects of the night , it was so good I've been on a massive comedown for the last few days)
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