Keeping anon because of the sensitive nature of the topic....
I'm certainly not here to show off or in fact, share such images, as this would be unfair to the girl. Also, I expect, for the most part to be given abuse or criticism for this event, and so I guess I'm expecting the worst here.
Before I actually go on to explain, I am not usually this shameful in the fact I have done something pretty stupid and I regret it now (still not much I can do), but, I am normally a very morally inclined person. I am disciplined and studious, but recently since my breakup (with gf of a year and a bit) I have gone off the rails. This includes flirting with girls online, getting involved in dangerous situations. Just generally losing all sense of who I am.
Anyways....back on topic...
This girl that I've been talking to for a week or two (with whom I know casually as she is connected to me through some friends), has been heavily flirty with me, she has expressed an interest in me, and is very sexually forward. She began to send me lewd and naked images of herself. Showing pretty much everything, I think I must have about nearly ten images of a sexually explicit nature (please note, she is of age- early twenties, like me). This was obviously done in a very provocative way, for all intents and purposes to 'turn me on'. Which obviously it did.
Some of the images clearly define her face, and so, I guess to some extent she has been pretty brave for doing so. For this reason, I worry little less about it because if shes prepared to do that then I see no issue.
However, I felt bad, and she was hinting at the idea that she wanted to see some of me (no face shown), but just my genitalia. So I sent a couple, which at the time didn't bother me, since I have many of her, and thus, it made it less of a worry.
I'm more morally ashamed of myself than anything. I mean I am a sexual being, but I guess with hindsight I've realized the errors of my way. I would be inclined to assume that if me and her get into bad terms, she won't do anything with the images.
I told her to delete them, as I felt uncomfortable, to which she told me she has, but you can't be 100% certain. I would happily delete the ones of her, to which I had stated I would, but she said she isn't bothered, and trusts me.
What do I do in this situation?
P.s. I know I've been a complete and utter idiot, so it is my own fault, but do you believe that she will have deleted them, and also, I am in a position to do far more damage should she go down that route, hence, the reason why I don't think she'll screw me over.
I'm certainly not here to show off or in fact, share such images, as this would be unfair to the girl. Also, I expect, for the most part to be given abuse or criticism for this event, and so I guess I'm expecting the worst here.
Before I actually go on to explain, I am not usually this shameful in the fact I have done something pretty stupid and I regret it now (still not much I can do), but, I am normally a very morally inclined person. I am disciplined and studious, but recently since my breakup (with gf of a year and a bit) I have gone off the rails. This includes flirting with girls online, getting involved in dangerous situations. Just generally losing all sense of who I am.
Anyways....back on topic...
This girl that I've been talking to for a week or two (with whom I know casually as she is connected to me through some friends), has been heavily flirty with me, she has expressed an interest in me, and is very sexually forward. She began to send me lewd and naked images of herself. Showing pretty much everything, I think I must have about nearly ten images of a sexually explicit nature (please note, she is of age- early twenties, like me). This was obviously done in a very provocative way, for all intents and purposes to 'turn me on'. Which obviously it did.
Some of the images clearly define her face, and so, I guess to some extent she has been pretty brave for doing so. For this reason, I worry little less about it because if shes prepared to do that then I see no issue.
However, I felt bad, and she was hinting at the idea that she wanted to see some of me (no face shown), but just my genitalia. So I sent a couple, which at the time didn't bother me, since I have many of her, and thus, it made it less of a worry.
I'm more morally ashamed of myself than anything. I mean I am a sexual being, but I guess with hindsight I've realized the errors of my way. I would be inclined to assume that if me and her get into bad terms, she won't do anything with the images.
I told her to delete them, as I felt uncomfortable, to which she told me she has, but you can't be 100% certain. I would happily delete the ones of her, to which I had stated I would, but she said she isn't bothered, and trusts me.
What do I do in this situation?
P.s. I know I've been a complete and utter idiot, so it is my own fault, but do you believe that she will have deleted them, and also, I am in a position to do far more damage should she go down that route, hence, the reason why I don't think she'll screw me over.
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