This is my first ever relationship (i'm 19), and we've been together for 18 months, most of which we've been long-distance because I go to uni and he doesn't.
Anyway, I love this guy with all my heart, never been so close to anyone and when we're actually together its great. But we're apart for weeks at a time, only see each other for a couple of days, then we're apart for weeks at a time again. It takes its toll, I feel trapped.
We don't know when the distance will end as I have 2.5 years left of my uni course, then who knows where life will take us after that. Our life plans couldn't be more opposite- I want to get a job that involves possibly moving to different country, really want to do well for myself. I'm ambitious and driven, whereas I can see him living back home with his mum forever. I don't know where we're going.
I've tried gently to have a chat with him about our future, but we've not really been together long enough to make solid plans, and we're both still really young to be making such plans. Yet I feel plans are necessary or else i'm going to go insane. I can't take this not knowing when we'll be together properly much longer, its crazy. I don't know how we're going to make it work, even though I desperately want it to. I'm so confused and feel trapped in limbo. What can I/we do? I don't want to hurt him
Anyway, I love this guy with all my heart, never been so close to anyone and when we're actually together its great. But we're apart for weeks at a time, only see each other for a couple of days, then we're apart for weeks at a time again. It takes its toll, I feel trapped.
We don't know when the distance will end as I have 2.5 years left of my uni course, then who knows where life will take us after that. Our life plans couldn't be more opposite- I want to get a job that involves possibly moving to different country, really want to do well for myself. I'm ambitious and driven, whereas I can see him living back home with his mum forever. I don't know where we're going.
I've tried gently to have a chat with him about our future, but we've not really been together long enough to make solid plans, and we're both still really young to be making such plans. Yet I feel plans are necessary or else i'm going to go insane. I can't take this not knowing when we'll be together properly much longer, its crazy. I don't know how we're going to make it work, even though I desperately want it to. I'm so confused and feel trapped in limbo. What can I/we do? I don't want to hurt him
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