I've been having problems in my M for quite some time now. Mainly because I was being selfish, not intentionally but because I was trying to better myself. I grew up in a broken home and watch my mom use drugs her whole life, and while she was doing that she pretty much abandoned me. I had to raise myself since I was 12 and never grew up with a father figure. None of my family step in to help me and they're all successful in life. My stbxw comes from a big and close family, that was something I was not use to. Over time I leaned to adapt to the situation and try to be part of the family but it just wasn't something I was use to being a part of. Over the past 2 years I have built up a resentment for some of my W family members because I felt like they were taking advantage of her. My W has elderly parents who need her assistance but she also has other siblings who should be stepping up to help her but they don't. So the load falls on her, my thing is if t hey know you need there help and they refuse to do so why do you still break your neck to help them when come calling. I mean her father had surgery last year, and he such a good man, but I was the one who went down there everyday and gave him a bath while her brother sat there and watch. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I felt like her family was more important than me. She is a good women and I have a lot of respect for her, she done a lot for me more than anyone in my whole life.,but when she said she wanted a D for the second time I felt shattered. I mean it's so easy for her to find all my faults and cut me off but she can never her foot down and tell her family where to shove it. It make feel like a chump. She wants me out the house and I don't have any family or any where to go. I'm living check to check.
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