im a really really quiet person and i dont know why when i have been drinking i can talk and socialise with people and i can think of things to say in conversation
but when im sober i cant
like yesterday i said hello to my classmates and before i went to say it i thought it would come out as a normal "hello" but instead it came out really quiet and sad sounding , like there was some weird filter between my head and my mouth
i notice that the way i act and talk isnt like how i mean to and observing me in social situations i seem like someone else
when people talk to me i talk in a quiet voice and litereally cant think of anything to say and i just look at them , it really frustrates me beucase i literaly cant think how to talk to people and come across as really shy and i dont even know why and then i feel really awkward
, every one tells me im quiet and some people think im weird
the only time im diferent is when iv been drinking and then im normal and talkative like everyone else
what should i do ? its like there is something wrong with me and alcohol cures it but i cant go round drunk ALL the time ! i need to be able to speak to people sober
but when im sober i cant
like yesterday i said hello to my classmates and before i went to say it i thought it would come out as a normal "hello" but instead it came out really quiet and sad sounding , like there was some weird filter between my head and my mouth
i notice that the way i act and talk isnt like how i mean to and observing me in social situations i seem like someone else
when people talk to me i talk in a quiet voice and litereally cant think of anything to say and i just look at them , it really frustrates me beucase i literaly cant think how to talk to people and come across as really shy and i dont even know why and then i feel really awkward
, every one tells me im quiet and some people think im weird
the only time im diferent is when iv been drinking and then im normal and talkative like everyone else
what should i do ? its like there is something wrong with me and alcohol cures it but i cant go round drunk ALL the time ! i need to be able to speak to people sober
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