I told my husband i regretted marrying him, Have i destroyed my marriage?

My husband and i got married 2yrs ago after meeting the year before, 11months after we met i gave birth to our son, i completely messed up my BC when we met. Before we met he was a drug addict but had been clean for 4mnths before we met. He travels alot for work and my son and i travel with him as much as i can but when he goes to Europe i choose to stay at home as i feel its too much for our son, my husband can fully support us both, He always says that he doesn't know how he got so lucky in life after all the sh!t he done and that our son and I give his life meaning and that we keep him together, We almost never really argue but at times he can be very standoffish and arrogant with others. Last night after we were out with friends a heated argument started between us about something personal, him telling me that "He wishes he never layed eyes on me" which really hurt me as he never spoke to me like that before i started to cry & when he said that he was sorry, That he is just drunk and he crossed the line saying that, i told him that i regretted ever marrying him and then made it worse by telling him that he should ease up on the drink because we didn't want him to relapse into his old addictive ways" he just looked at me, he was so hurt and walked out, As soon as i said it i regretted it and Im furious with myself for saying that to him as he didn't deserve it at all i said one of the cruelest remarks a recovering drug addict could hear and he is now giving me the silent treatment, When i try talking to him he just gives me a horrible look and walks away or starts playing with our son, He will not acknowledge me and its driving me crazy, We have never been li ke this in our relationship and i hate that i caused it, I keep crying with frustration. I've messed up big time and terrified i've ruined things, I need him to talk to me, How can i fix this?

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