Ok, so my journal is up in the Divorce section in case someone wants/ needs to read it.
I have been doing ok. Well, for the most part. I'm ok with the separation and heck, even Divorce. My focus is now on myself, bettering myself for the remainder of my life and focusing on my kid.
However, I've had a slow day today, been thinkng about things. My wife acted very happy before the events. It was a blow up at the beginning of Sept. We were building a haunt and she got really close to some 19 yo's. When we had a fight about her spending all her extra time with the guys (not giving any 'us' time) She kicked me out. I lived in the theater room. Then wanted me gone from the home/ haunt. Then cheated. Then been a fight ever since. False R about 3 -4 weeks ago. Failed in a week. She changed her mind and went to "ILYBNILWU" speech etc.
OM is out of the picture. Haunt is over. and yet, the thing that really gets me, is she's acting like I'M THE ONE WHO CHEATED!? Makes no sense to me.
However, she's gotten fired from her job and now has 2 part timers and has a TON of new, more younger friends again from working at the movie theater etc. I don't suspect another OM but... only no proof or weird actions on her end. We've moved out. I'm with a friend, she with a brother.
Has anyone experienced / seen this kind of behavior? Yes, I flirted with a girl as well. But I realized waht I was doing and quit. Asked ehr to stop her flirting and it just got worse the more volunteers showed up.
But, it's all over with now and she's treating me like I'm the cheating spouse. It baffles me. She was also on anti depressants at the time. For 5 months.
Can anyone give some insight on this? This isn't a crying post, I'm just wanting some input on her behavior. Again, prior to the volunteers showing up, she was telling me how much she loved me and how happy she was. Many times in fact. Holding hands, always went out and did things. Very loving. But now? It's like I"M THE BAD GUY. Seems like the more I think about it, the more she's treating me like I cheated. Which I never have.
Sorry for being long. I'm very bored and a lot on my mind. Trying to not think about Christmas so early so I'm on here.
I have been doing ok. Well, for the most part. I'm ok with the separation and heck, even Divorce. My focus is now on myself, bettering myself for the remainder of my life and focusing on my kid.
However, I've had a slow day today, been thinkng about things. My wife acted very happy before the events. It was a blow up at the beginning of Sept. We were building a haunt and she got really close to some 19 yo's. When we had a fight about her spending all her extra time with the guys (not giving any 'us' time) She kicked me out. I lived in the theater room. Then wanted me gone from the home/ haunt. Then cheated. Then been a fight ever since. False R about 3 -4 weeks ago. Failed in a week. She changed her mind and went to "ILYBNILWU" speech etc.
OM is out of the picture. Haunt is over. and yet, the thing that really gets me, is she's acting like I'M THE ONE WHO CHEATED!? Makes no sense to me.
However, she's gotten fired from her job and now has 2 part timers and has a TON of new, more younger friends again from working at the movie theater etc. I don't suspect another OM but... only no proof or weird actions on her end. We've moved out. I'm with a friend, she with a brother.
Has anyone experienced / seen this kind of behavior? Yes, I flirted with a girl as well. But I realized waht I was doing and quit. Asked ehr to stop her flirting and it just got worse the more volunteers showed up.
But, it's all over with now and she's treating me like I'm the cheating spouse. It baffles me. She was also on anti depressants at the time. For 5 months.
Can anyone give some insight on this? This isn't a crying post, I'm just wanting some input on her behavior. Again, prior to the volunteers showing up, she was telling me how much she loved me and how happy she was. Many times in fact. Holding hands, always went out and did things. Very loving. But now? It's like I"M THE BAD GUY. Seems like the more I think about it, the more she's treating me like I cheated. Which I never have.
Sorry for being long. I'm very bored and a lot on my mind. Trying to not think about Christmas so early so I'm on here.
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