i am the sort of person who doesnt care that much about embarrassing myself in public, like with people who i dont know or never face again i couldnt care less. yet with family members or friends, i feel like i cant get over it. embarrassing situations enter my mind constantly even after several months. its really weird. time does help, i still think about embarrassing stuff years later. i got sacked from a job a year ago and i think about it every day
im always wondering what people think of me and if they are gossiping about me. like if i tell my mum something, im thinking she'll tell my siblings but tell them in a way that makes it just as embarrassing, rather than spare me. everyone likes to gossip, and embarrassing people seems to make it more enjoyable. i notice some colleques in work, they are really funny, but when they tell stories about their co-workers, they exaggerate, its not bad but they are trying to embarrass them as much as possible. obviously, if they dont hear the gossip, it doesnt harm them, but still i feeel so bad because i get over other peoples embarrassments so easily but with myself i cant get over it.
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