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I just want to die sometimes.

I'm so lonely. I miss my mom terribly. I want a divorce but don't know how to tell him. I don't want to be home anymore. I'm miserable. Yet something keeps me from acting on it. Something keeps me from leaving. I feel so alone. I think about dying and ending this constant pain all the time. But I know I don't really want to...I just want the pain to stop. I could never do to my kids what my brother did to us!

I feel as if doors keep getting shut in my face...corralling me to some unknown scariness that I'm drifting toward. I'm starting to feel like a trapped animal. Backed into a corner.

I want to leave. What is stopping me???

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