Some of you may have responded to my "birth control" post a couple days ago well here's an update. I came home to find that he had packed all of his things and moved to his baby mama's grandma's house. Of course she welcomed him with open arms. He said he is taking the risk and he dumped me. He said that this is all a test because I have not changed for him. I yell when we argue and escalate the situation (may I add 95% I start yelling because he is either accusing me of being a liar or saying nasty things to get me to react). I can't help but feel as though he is punishing me, he doesn't even seem like he is sad or upset one bit. He made sure to change his fb status immediately to single when he dumped me. Mind you he has always been the one who has said "fb doesn't matter" and in the 4 years we have been together he has not posted a single one picture of me on his fb or profile pic. He says "it's MY profile" but he posts pictures of his son no problem. Anyways today he's on the phone saying "do you think you can change?" I told him "honestly right now I just can't get over being sad, I'm losing my family and I'm alone while you go home to people who love you, you aren't losing family at all" I just can't help but feel like he's punishing me. He says it's both of our faults things haven't worked out and yet he only talks about the things I have done wrong. He wants me to tell him he is right, that it's my fault but yet gets mad at me when I cry and say everything is my fault. That's just how I feel. Anyone go through a break up that keeps you hanging like he had made the ultimate sacrifice and threaten that you should change?
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