So I've just got a new boyfriend. We went on a date yesterday- sat in a park somewhere in Central London after going to Costa. At the end of the date, he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes. Now, this all sounds great, however the problem is that I don't think I like him. We initially got together because I told him I liked him and he confessed that he liked me too and asked me out. However, I'm now questioning how strong those feelings were- I mean, when I told him (purely because he wouldn't stop nagging me about who I liked), it was more of just a 'oh yeah, he's okay-looking' thing. So whilst I was on the date, I realised that I most definitely did not like him more than a friend. He kept putting his arm around me and touching me and kissing the top of my head and all the while I was struck with this incredibly strong urge to just shake him off. He also kept trying to go in for a kiss but I pretended I didn't notice and kept bringing up random topics i nstead.
I don't know, I'm just realising that I don't like him like that all. I mean, once our relationship status was confirmed, I felt more dread than anything else.
I'm a horrible, horrible person, I know. But I don't know what to do- I can't dump him after a day of dating. Should I just stick it out and give it time?
I mean, it just seems so unfair on him- he's so happy with the relationship and I'm thinking 'okay, I'll give it a month and then dumping him should be acceptable'.
Please help me, I'm seeing him tomorrow and I just don't know what to do.
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