Where to start......
Before we married i found out my husband was into some shall we say kinky bedroom activities. We played around and i tried everything we was into. I thought things were great but then i found out he had visited a professional dominatrix (no sex but it is still sexual so i still think this is cheating) I was crushed. But i was so in love and so happy that I forgave him.
I found out a month before our wedding that he had emailed another dominatrix. It never went further than that. But it still really hurt me. Since then I have caught him visiting several sites aimed at finding people to visit for this type of encounter in your local area. He swears that he hasn't met anyone since that first time. Every time he does it it absolutely kills me. Every time I tell him if he ever does it again were over but every time i stay.
I am so in love and want to be with this man forever!!! But our sex life is awful now and I am not sure I can cope. I don't want to throw everything away. We have just been referred for our first fertility specialist appointment. Starting a family with my husband is all I have ever wanted its taken ages to get to this point and I don't know what to do anymore :(
Before we married i found out my husband was into some shall we say kinky bedroom activities. We played around and i tried everything we was into. I thought things were great but then i found out he had visited a professional dominatrix (no sex but it is still sexual so i still think this is cheating) I was crushed. But i was so in love and so happy that I forgave him.
I found out a month before our wedding that he had emailed another dominatrix. It never went further than that. But it still really hurt me. Since then I have caught him visiting several sites aimed at finding people to visit for this type of encounter in your local area. He swears that he hasn't met anyone since that first time. Every time he does it it absolutely kills me. Every time I tell him if he ever does it again were over but every time i stay.
I am so in love and want to be with this man forever!!! But our sex life is awful now and I am not sure I can cope. I don't want to throw everything away. We have just been referred for our first fertility specialist appointment. Starting a family with my husband is all I have ever wanted its taken ages to get to this point and I don't know what to do anymore :(
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