I used to think I wanted to wait until marriage for sex but now at 18 I know I'd just want a relationship where I respected the other person and they respected me and we were comfortable together. I've never, ever been in a situation close to this though so I'm still a virgin and it bothers me :/ I've never even kissed a guy because I never met anyone who I wanted to share that with.
Thing is I'm at uni now and my new friends are all having one-night-stands and most of our conversations revolve around funny/embarrassing experiences with them and I feel really left out of uni life because of it. Really I just want to get it over with and lose my virginity so I'm not so left out but I have no idea when I'll get into a relationship or anything so I have no idea when it will happen.
I've got a halloween party coming up though for one of the societies I'm in and we're all girls so the social sec said she's going to get an all-male society/club to have a joint party with us. All-male club mixing with an all-girls club, surely some of them are going to be up for or looking for a ons? Should I just go for it if I happen to hit it off with a guy?
Am I stupid for thinking I should just get it over with? I'm worried I'll go through uni a virgin and miss out on a lot of uni experiences because of it. That plus a lot of the sports teams/clubs I've joined are notorious for being dead incestuous so I'm going to be really left out.
I know this all sounds stupid but I'm just fed up tbh.
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