Been an idiot... whats the solution.
Got physical with a girl A at uni in Jan but not really relationship type thing. Shes very athletic but not very pretty probably a 5/10.
Shes interested in the same stuff as me and I have to spend a lot of time with her at uni.
My group of friends that know her think shes a lunatic especially after she kind of lost it a couple times. Some how ended up spending time with her with no implication that it would develop into anything. I caught feelings (novice move right there) even though shes super childish and has a bunch of emotional baggage. Basically she seems like trouble all around. But I was texting her all summer implied that I was up for a relationship. In fact I didnt imply it. I directly said it. At the time my main problem was going to be good friends judging me for going out with crazy and someone i had criticised for being crazy before but shes probably a good influence.
Now the main problem is girl B. Met a girl during summer. A lot prettier, funnier and smarter than the first girl. Started seeing her despite having said whatever else to girl A. Shes pretty keen and way more fun than Girl A but way more demanding but not a big deal, its fun. Shes definitely a bad influence and I havent been as focused on other things I usually dedicate a lot of time to.
So my ideal outcome is for me to see girl B and girl A not to hate me and not to want a relationship and feel like shes came second to girl B because thats going to be super awkward as we have to spend a lot of time together.
Put the internet to work for you.
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