I meet my now husband when we were both 17. He was my first everything. He used to be very romantic and affectionate at first. We got married after going out for 5 years. He started changing even before we got married. He treats me like a friend rather than his wife. A lot of times people think we are brother and sister. He will hold my hand once in a while, but I feel we do things only when he wants to...He doesn't like to be touched now, he gets annoyed when I try to touch him. He doesn't like to kiss either or foreplay. He pushes me away or acts annoyed when I try to kiss him or get close to him. In the sex department I used to initiate sex most of the time, but this has gotten old so I have stopped. We have sex when he wants to but he doesn't kiss me or hold me. When we do, he will wake me in the middle of the night by rubbing against me and fingering me to get me ready. There is no kissing, no caressing or holding. Most of the time I just feel angry and resentful. I have talked to him numerous times and explained how I feel and how important affection is to me, but he tells me that he just doesn't like to. He even compared me to our dog, who always wants to be petted and pesters. I feel like every time he pushes me away we are getting further and further apart. I am so tired of begging for affection. It is making me bitter and angry. Next week is our 10 year wedding anniversary and I don't feel excited about it. Is it time to go? Am I wrong to want my husband to be more passionate and affectionate? I feel hopeless and worthless...
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